This
is a skin condition I found I had in high school. One night in the shower I was
soaping up my armpit and felt a lump. It felt like a small marble embedded under
the surface of my skin. It didn't hurt a lot, but it was annoying and made me
self-conscious. Worried it was cancer, I went to my family doctor and then to
a surgeon to find out what it was.
The
surgeon I went to told me a bit about Hidradenitis Suppurativa. Basically it is
when your sweat glands do not release fluids as they should. Instead they fill
with pus and form cysts. Sometimes these cysts surface and burst, but mine never
did. The cysts will come and go, once or twice a month. He said there was no real
cause of the condition, but no true cure either. Anitbiotics helped some people
he said, but he believed more as a placebo than anything else. His advice was
surgery, to cut out the damaged skin tissue.
Up
until this point, only my right arm was experiencing these cysts. Being left-handed,
this didn't impair me much. I was advised to try a deodorant with no antiperspirant
and try to steam the cysts to the surface when they formed with hot washcloth
compresses. I attempted both, but neither worked. Instead the cysts started getting
bigger and coming more frequently. I finally made the decision to have surgery
when I got the first cyst in my left armpit. It was the size of a large marble
and so painful I had to stay out of school for two days.
The
problem was I opted for surgery with no real idea of what was going on. I was
told about the condition and I had done a little research, but I could not find
much from people who actually had it. Instead I just found doctor's definitions
of the condition with the same bleak conclusions. If left untreated, Hidradenitis
Suppurativa can cause irreversible damage to your skin and underlying tissues.
Every time a cyst forms, the pus scars the delicate tissue under the skin. This
scar tissue makes it that much easier for more cysts to form, and the building
scar tissue thickens. If the cysts can come to the surface to drain, this creates
outer scar damage and is accompanied by bad smells (I never experienced this).
My surgeon told me the operation would take care of it, and that he had never
had a recurrence of the condition after surgery. I am not sure I believe this
now, but then I was reassured and trusted him. Unfortunately I had not the knowledge
or the mindset to question what was set in front of me.
My
operation was on Christmas Eve, and I woke up feeling like my arms had been cut
off. I had no feeling in my arms from my shoulders to my wrists. Apparently, while
cutting out the scar tissue, nerves were damaged in my arms. I cannot describe
the feeling. It is like your whole arm has gone to sleep and the surface of the
skin is dead to all sensation. Apart from the nerve damage, the surgery was painful
and affected me mentally. After going home I stayed there for weeks, unable to
go out due to discomfort in my arms. Depression and sadness engulfed my life.
I
was forced back into the world when winter break ended. I had another semester
to go of high school, and it was the worst three months of my life. I had never
experienced claustrophobia before, but now I couldn't stand the idea of sitting
in a car, standing in a crowd, or walking to class.
The
nerve damage that had made my arms numb was starting to wear off. I know that
severed nerves cannot be repaired, but damaged nerves sometimes do reconnect.
This feels like small electric shocks and the surface of the skin changes so it
feels as though millions of needles are bearing into your bones. I couldn't rest
my arms on anything hard, and always wore long sweaters to cushion them.
Slowly,
over three months, the nerve from my elbow to my wrist repaired and I regained
almost normal feeling in both arms. My shoulders also returned to normal. The
back of my arm from my shoulder to my elbow, though, remains strange feeling even
after three years. It is not painful, but slightly numb and sensitive to touch.
As
far as the Hidradenitis Suppurativa goes, I did not sweat for nearly four months
after the surgery. During this time, I never shaved my armpit hair and wore no
deodorant. Going into that summer though, I began to sweat minimally, and shaved
my underarms once. Within a month of shaving I got another cyst. Two small cysts
formed in my right arm. I felt I had been lied to by my surgeon. I went back and
he confirmed that it was Hidradenitis Suppurativa.
So
I had surgery to cure me of an annoying condition, only to find that the cure
was far, far worse than the disease. Not only that, but it didn't even cure it.
After going to college I began to explore natural medicine and realized the benefits
of a healthy diet, a low stress lifestyle, and limiting the toxins that enter
my body. I have not had another cyst after those two in June 2002, but largely
because of the changes I have made in my life.
I only shave my armpits about once every two months in the summer, and not at
all in the winter. I limit the amount of sugar, dairy, and fats in my diet. I
have found a profession that I can work in with little to no stress. Hidradenitis
Suppurativa may also be treatable through acupuncture. I had already learned to
deal with it by the time I learned about acupuncture, but it is a path that should
be investigated.
If
you are reading this article and you have been told you have Hidradenitis Suppurativa,
I hope you can find a cure for yourself. My experience with surgery may be very
different from yours, but please remember that there is always another way to
deal with your health. It may be a harder road to take initially, but it will
serve you better in the long run.
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